I Miss you like crazy

"I miss you like crazy" Why?? IDK :( I really miss you so much. I dont have any information about him :(. My buddyz are very lucky. Their crush have their own fb. And ofc , my friends will know information about them. how lucky. One of my buddy can mcg her own crush , even sometimes or never or whatever ==' The other one can always see her crush at her house area. And the other one from his twitter or fb :/ Me??? He did'nt have any fb account , neither twitter :3 I dont have any friends that relate to him. Thats why idk about him untill whenever :'( I'm really sad. 2 weeks ago , I have dreamt bout you. When Im on my way to school , suddenly someone pushed me and I collapsed. You saw me that I'm in pain , but you just walked away and did not help me. At that time , I feel like you really hate me and do not want to see me again untill forever :( I'm sincerely love you , but you never realize that ! I try to forget you , but i can't . I try to hate you ?? thats impossible. When I passed by your house , "I wish , I could meet you , accidently" But , it does not reach my desire :(( Your birthday is coming soon. I want to wish it , but how?? I'm really disappointed when you forget when is birthday and you deleted my phone number. IDK what to say anymore bcoz Im really sad. Can someone please help me :'( I want to meet him for the last time. I want to meet him , hear his voice , his smile before I does not exist in this world. I'm so sorry if I have troubling you before this. I hope you will happy with the person you love :') "IM DANCING IN THE RAIN"  goodbye ~~ gtg