No Support :'/

Hey readers. Assalamualaikom n hye ;"( This time , Aina mmg tk leh thn dah ~ Aina rasa cm tk de "HAPPY FAMILY" . Aina nk family yg boleh share apa yg Aina suka. Skrg nih , Aina dah minat kpop , especialy BIGBANG! 27/10/2012 dyorg buat concert kt stadium merdeka. Aina rasa terkilan sket sbb idol Aina tuh!! plus kwn2 Aina , ada yg pergi. Ya Allah , betapa sedih nye hatiku ni D': Tapi yg paling sedih , Aina tk dpt nk share kesedihan nih dgn family Aina. Selalunye share ngn kengkwn. Tapi Aina mestilah ada rasa nk share ngn family , ofc. Family Aina tk thu pun yg Aina minat kpop. Kwn2 Aina , family dyorg thu yg dyorg minat idol dyorg sendiri n family dyorg always cm kesahkn lah. Aina??? Sape yg kesahkan?? even abg n kakak , mak n bpk tk de pun wt cmtuh. Sebb tu lah Aina rasa cm terseksa sgttt. Aina always teringin yg parents Aina belikan or hadiahkan Aina brg2 bigbang , mcm kwn Aina dpt drpd mama dy. K untungkan?? Aina nk mcmtuh. Kalau harapan nk g concert bigbang ... mmg tk lah. Nk wt mcmne , ..Aina pun tk thu. Aina buntu + sedih + no hopes = GILA . urghh !! Ya Allah , tolonglah. Aina tk sanggup lagi thn bende nih. rasa nk ckp jhea kt dpn family Aina. tp dyorg mane kesah :/ Mama Aina selalu mrh2 Aina sbb asyik duk kt bilik. Padahal Aina nk study for exam. Tu pun dy mrh2. Kalau duk bwh kt ruang tamu , bpk pulak yg mrh. haish.. mane satu nih? buat tu salah , buat ni salah. habis tu nk buat apa? buat bodoe??jd dungu?? siblings Aina pulak dh bsr2 n dh nk kerja pulak tuh ;/ tinggal Aina jheah. Secara kesimpulannya , my problem is i have no SUPPORTS from my FAMILY ! Im suffering in inside for what did they done to me . They did not n never realize that I need their supports. 나는 새 가족이 필요해 :'(((