in silence......i crusehd wiith you :D

heylow....did u olls wanna know whom is my new crushed ? yaa of course not..mwahaha.. becoz he did'nt realize that i've crushed on him even though he had his own gf. :/ but im not 100% crushed bcoz i still can't forget my ex-belove crushed :/ i dont know if he still love me or not. i always waiting for the answer but im tired. im tired enough for suffering my heart :'( Do I need to cry in front of you so you can understand how much you hurt me?? Do I? Do I? i always prayed so that he will get back to me but im scared if he hurting me again. im very scared :'(((. plus ...i am very sad and disappointed bcoz u will not be in my sight on my birthday cooming soon ~ if u will , it is the most special birthday present for me :) the most special gift from Allah :)